Not important, but I do like one of my new nicknames from a friend:

"AETOBATUS"

YES

I think the first set of stress has set in: it's under my skin.

I just keep thinking that somehow, i'm not going to make it through this. And i tell myself that i'm wrong because i've never wanted something so much before!

I want to become a doctor, i do. I do. I Do.

Yes, there are other ways to "help people" and do "good deeds." But it is so much more than that.

I'm only in four classes this semester, three of which are science classes...and yes, I'm stressed now.

I'm not the smartest or anything, actually...a lot of my friends here make me feel like I don't know squat.

Great.

Guess you won't want me to perform surgery on you, huh?

Please, I can do this. I can. i can.

no. i can do this. i have to do this.

Pardon my f-bomb. It sounded poetic at the time.

Well guys, here's to new beginnings.

Fuck the heartaches, trying times, ruthless jerks, and the downs in life.

Remember lesson's learned from mistakes, give more than you receive, and cherish the moments with people you love the most.

And don't forget to study.

Here's to you. To what we can call, the "future."